*LauraLynn is listening to "Gypsy" By Fleetwood Mac*

So this is one of those entries that I already know by my beginning strikes of the keyboard that there will be many many MANY more to follow.

Its been a while since I have updated. I usually go back and look to see when it was but I am way to lazy and its way to late to be scrutinizing over such minor details.

Murtle Beach was shockingly cold yet surprisenly relaxing and pleasant. I really did like the town in general. Although it was more the name of the county I enjoyed more. "Horry County" was the name of the fine settlement. We enjoyed a few chuckles and rude comments to the names expense (maybe a few too many). 
 All around we had a great time and I am glad that we got to go. It was nice to get away and come back refreshed and ready to start back in our regular routines.

Springs Breaks... Vacations... Retreats and any other get away always makes one realized how much time one spends doing the usual shabang and how little one spends with the Lord. 

I was truly inspired by a girl that went on the trip with us. She just truly showed me what its like to have a awesome walk with Christ. Not by bragging or talking about how much she knew about the Lord but simply by talking to her about every day stuff and problems. I would always come into bed around 3-5am (Due to my natural born curse of insomnia) and we would end up talking for hours and then going to sleep. It was so nice considering its been so long since I have had that girl time that my core secretly loves and feeds off of. Anywhoo it was nice to have that for a week and since then we have gotten together once and talked a few times. Im not much of a girlfriend type gal myself but I am learning.

God has truly given me a new yearning for him that I have never known and its been awesome to see how is beginning to change me and my desires. I still am struggling with what I want to do for the rest of my life but God has really set me at peace about my life and made me realize that he has a plan for my life and I just need to listen. So thats what I am doing and I know that I have to take action for his plan to come together and I am just excited for whatever it may be.

As far as regular life I am just working n chillin. Nothing to exciting or out of my ordinary.

Two different situations stuck me today that just displayed complete rudeness. I wont go into either one of them due to the fact that knowing myself I would go into way to many details and it would take to long..... haha but anyways.

It just made me realize how completly selfish and rude we are as a human race. We would never want any one to treat us with rudeness although we are so quick to anger and quick to the disregardment of other peoples respect. Its just so amazing to me how many people there are that are just down right mean and dont care. I mean I knew this already but today I encountered it countless amount of times and it just honestly depressed me somewhat. Humans in general dissapoint me. Thats why its so important to me to be different and to truly cherish the kind and meek. Its so much harder to hold your tongue and to say something nice. Thats the reason its so rare. 
 Thats something I truly struggle with as well. I am so quick to judgement when I am just as bad.

Anyways Nothing to new in those thoughts. They were just there so I thought I would ramble on for a while.

I will leave you with a piece of lyric from the great Fleetwood Mac

To the gypsy that remains faces freedom with a little fear
I have no fear, I have only love

The End

*LauraLynn is listening to "Rappers Delight" By SugarHill Gang*

Oh yeah I can sing every word. Thats so awesome and so sad at the same time!

So I turned 20 and its way diff/. haha not. But its cool saying I'm 20 I guess.

Not much has happened since I last updated. I got a new piercing.. again. Its cool but I cant explain where it is. Its in my ear but its like inside of my ear.... never mind. Its cool. It didnt hurt 2 bad but it made my ear swell up to pretty much the size of the State of Georgia and it hurt real bad but now its getting better. Thank God cuz I was getting worried.

Happy Valentines day 2 me!

Also Today in Drive thru then some lady got a strip salad and she put up a little fuss and took forever and a week to order then took forever to count out her exact change... then I gave it 2 her and she asked where the croutons were and so I told her we were out of croutons and she started swearing and freaking out like it was the end of the world (clearly it wasnt... just the end of croutons for her) and she was all like "Well I cant eat then cuz I dont even like it without the croutons". She said it like I cared if she bought it or not. I get paid regardless so I really couldnt care less if you eat a salad. Im serious. So I was like "Ok well I will just give you a refund" and she just looked at me like I should have created some croutons from my bare hands. So I was like "Could you hand the bag to me so I can refund you for it?" So she did and I gave her money back to her. Please guys. You cant eat a salad because you dont have the 10-15 croutons that comes in the pack? Grow up and get a life. Im serious. Thats kinda pathetic and also I am not sure the reason I am telling this story but I thought it was kinda interesting and it gives you a glimpse of the hell I go through everyday with people and their picky selfs.

The end

*yeah its still on the same song*

IM LAME!

I just thought I would say that cuz I think about me and how absolutly lame I am. I am such a dork. haha yah.

So three days until my 20th Birthday and I am pretty stoked. What upsets me is that the past 2 years of my life has been such a waste. Im not even gonna go there.

I look at these middle schoolers Xangas and I realize that I am not as lame as them. So youre thirteen and you think you are in Love? Youre 12 and on your profile it says that Boys are one of your interest and that you are looking for true Love? I mean like Becca, I tottaly LOVE middle schoolers and really feel for them cuz its such a akward stage. Although get serious guys. Youre not gonna be with the guy you "Date" When youre in middle school. High school.... theres a small possibility but please!!!! Listen up middle schoolers. Life is much bigger then trying to be older then you are. Like I still am a kid n Im almost into 20 ville.. Thats very closer 2 over the hillville which is just a hollering distance from Im having a heart attack and dyingburg. Yah thats right. Dyingburg. Its coming up. Although I feel like @ 20 then you kinda know what u want and you are in within reasonable time to find the person that u are going 2 be with. Come on get serious.

Also whats up with people blowing their horns at the most random things in the world... Like seriously! I mean can u save the juice for when something is seriously wrong. Not just when youre ticked off. I am getting pretty annoyed by your friendlyness with the horn

The End